I miss my mother. Her birthday is in a few days and I really miss her. It's been hard. I want to talk to her/ It's hard to go home and know that what was her is now in a box on the table.There is nothing comforting being an atheist when it comes to the death of a loved one. The only thing I know for sure is that she isn't in pain and she isn't suffering anymore. That's all. I will never see her again, and that is hard to cope with.