Tuesday is going to be my 8 year anniversary. It seems so crazy.. it's such a long time...but it doesn't necessarily feel like it has been 8 years...although some days it feels like 100 years. I guess it just depends on the day. I've learned in 8 years that marriage is work. It just doesn't come naturally. It's not easy. It't not wine and roses every day, hell, it's not even wine and roses once a year! There have been times that I wanted to run away, times when I should have run. I haven't been the easiest to live with either. Changing hormones, pregnancy, post- partum depression, PTSD, major depressive disorder, anxiety, diabetes, lyme disease, pukey-poopy viruses...all of these things we have gotten through, not to mention an actual war! We have such wonderful children. It's hard to believe we have made it this far. We're making it work...
It's not lovey dovey..I don't know anyone who is married and lovey dovey?Is it supposed to be that way? We argue, we bicker, we fight....but above all that deep down... we love.
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