Frustrating day

It seems like today is one of those days where everything is just going wrong.  I am fed up with today.  I want it to be over. Now the kids soccer payment hasn't processed... why have me enter my fucking credit card information on the site and authorize the charge and then not do it?  So I have to get that sorted out. Still waiting on a check from the insurance company.  Had to change endocrinologists today since the one that I have won't change my prescription.  I just want to scream.  The weather stinks. snow and rain together fucking suck.  Picking up the kids in the rain fucking sucks. these two birds suck, all they do is make a mess and I am sick of them. There they go squawking again.  No one gives a shit about them, but if I got rid of them, they would get upset. So annoying.

Had a breakdown at the gym because I got stuck in front of the TV that is airing flashbacks of Iraq.  I'm just so done....

Raging PMS

I am out of control.  Everything is making me crazy today!  It is like I have a hair trigger and it is so frustrating.  I don't want to be around anyone or anything! Everywhere I look, I just get aggravated.  Nothing in the house can stay clean for longer than an hour... and that is being generous.  Sometimes I just hate it!  I don't want to be around me, it's that bad.