This is just not as easy as I thought it would be. I don't remember the last time I actually wrote anything. Things have been so hectic and hellish the past couple of months. There has been a lot of adjusting and just chaos. Seth got a new job after a month off, the kids started school. Evan at a new school, Mady started school too! I also started my radiography school. The summer was rather intense with a lot of hospital work. This semester I have 4 classes and I work in the hospital 2 days a week. It's overwhelming at times. I have a hard time in some of the classes. I don't really do well with remembering formulas, and there seems to be a lot of that. Finding the time and energy to study is hard too. I am having a hard time balancing everything and actually having time for me. I don't remember the last time I did something for myself. I need to do my hair, I really want to get it done over the weekend. I am dying for a a haircut and my eyebrows are way out of control. I just want to feel a sense of normalcy.
I went to visit my parents last month and that gets harder and harder each time. It is hard to see my mother just fade away. Still no talking to my brother.... it's ok though ... less drama in my life the better.
