3 months

It's hard to believe that 3 months have gone by since mom died.  It feels like yesterday. It still feels so raw.  I still have terrible images in my head, and I hear that raspy breathing, I can't get it out of my head. There literally hasn't been a day that I have not cried.... in fact I probably cry multiple times most days.  My mind just wanders and BOOM, all of a sudden I am crying. I am filled with regret and guilt and doubt....