Friday, January 9, 2015

It's always something

I just feel like I am at my breaking point and when I feel like I can't take it any more, something else has to fall on my plate.
My recent mammogram came back abnormal, so I have to go in for more images.  Not until two weeks from now though.... so I have to wait around and just imagine something toxic growing inside of me.  I couldn't sleep last night.  The only way that my body seems to relieve stress is through my eyes, so the tears just continue to flow.....  I miss my mom, I wish that I could just have the conversations that I never had with her. I am just filled with regret and guilt.  I can't take it