My latest realization

I really don't have any friends. It's not really a bad thing. I realized that no-one, literally no-one, will initiate something with me. It's always me trying to arrange a get together, and I guess I am kind of over it now. There are people who I have been waiting over a year to get back to me about a time that works to get together... that sucks... and because it sucks, I can't give it a place in my life anymore.